I'm devoting my study time to rewatching the entire series of Lost... Oh man. Its fun though, seeing the old episodes through my 5th season point of view. Actually, its allowing me to develop some new theories (well, new to me... lets face it, I'm not all that active in the fandom, they've probably been out there for forever)

For instance:

-Perhaps the island's healing properties means it can bring dead people back to life, if it has use for them. It would explain why Christian keeps coming up again and again... It would explain John's return from the Dharma pit... And it could mean that John is only dead off-island... Lets hope so :-D

-The sickness that everybody was so afraid of... Perhaps it happened around the same time that Ben gassed the Dharma initiative? I dunno... I'm not far enough into that plotline to really say one way or the other... But hey, who knows?

I'm on episode 1.08...

Also, WTF, I swear I'm being haunted by the number 108. I see it EVERYWHERE. spooky

In other news, I have a raging headache. Ew :( I hope its gone for classes tomorrow! Especially German. Yay German is starting again!!!!

I really, really, love this show.

( Bloop )

All I have to say is... SHOW! SHOW YOURE BACK! I missed you so!

( Cut for Spoilers OF THE AWESOME )

OMG ITS LOST WEDNESDAY! LOST IS BACK ON!!!

I can hardly contain my squee

Its also my little brother's birthday. Happy 17th Terry! (AHHH HOW CAN HE BE THAT OLD?!) So unfortunately, I am well within range of MISSING THE PREMIERE because of having to go out to dinner with the fam. But we're supposed to go at like 5:30... I should be back by 8, right? RIGHT? Gah, NO AMOUNT OF SUSHI WILL KEEP ME FROM LOST! And Sawyer. And Ben.

And then Supernatural tomorrow night, which I will probably miss because I have to teach. Jeez life, way to get in the way there.

Wow, I definitely haven't posted since like last year.... Yeaaah. I started writing fanfic. But I didn't finish it because halfway through I just had to laugh at it. Perhaps I will try again when another plotbunny strikes. One that doesn't involve Elliot Spitzer this time (you probably shouldn't ask)

Ouchie. We had our Tae Kwon Do 'final' today - man am I glad to be done with that class. Hopefully the TKD club at UWRF will be serious and hardcore, not this pansy crap that we've done at school

ALTHOUGH, I did collect some very lovely bruises sparring tonight. One is making my forearm look like I had a very blue egg implanted in it - and its rather difficult to type (or do anything!) right now without it hurting - of course it WOULD be my left hand. And lets see, my shin is bruised (big surprise there, I know), and I somehow managed to pull something in my leg - if I had to guess, by the when and where it hurts, I'd say my extensor tendon. Lovely. Glad I'm not riding until I get home! I've got a couple more minor bruises, but those are sorta whatever.

Tomorrow is the last day of classes - yay! So close, I can taste it.

I'm beginning to wonder about this damned HB. You see, you need to have a conditioning schedule for it. Not a plan that you just made up, but a real, done, schedule. There is just one issue... I HAVE NO FREAKING HORSE

And yet somehow I have to have one conditioned in 8 weeks for the HB. Great. Just. Great. I talked to my friend briefly about half leasing her horse and conditioning him with her help, but lets face it, thats crazy. I'm friends with her, I'd like to STAY friends. -sigh-

First the issues with the C2, and now the HB. Pony Club at the upper levels was not made to be done without a horse. Maybe I truely am done with PC. I can't see a way out of this one - not short of completely inventing a horse and a conditioning schedule, and praying I get away with it. I don't want to do that. How insanely dishonest. But I don't want to end as a C2... I want my C3, but that clearly is not going to happen. I thought the HB was doable, but it turns out that it too is not. God. Somedays I hate that I ever got invested in something. Actually, lately, most days I've hated being invested in PC. It just seems to be causing a lot more trouble and pain than it ever did before.

Whats so frustrating is, as usual, I've got nobody to talk to about it. Which I guess is fair, not everybody can be like me - staying up or avoiding work that needs to be done in order to help somebody else. I wish I could hold everybody to that standard but I realise thats unrealistic. And I can't expect anybody to care about my problems... I just... It would make it easier to deal with. -sigh-

I just want everything to work out. In the end, I want to be happy with what I've done. Why does that seem to be so much to ask?

Seriously. Bio prof moved our paper's due date to this Friday instead of yesterday - great! Except now I'm procrastinating again. Oooops. Still, I've got it about halfway done, so yay!

I'm sick, thank you roommate! This of course means I've got no energy. Seriously, I went to sleep yesterday at SIX FREAKING IN THE EVENING. Woke up at 10, and then went back to bed at midnight, and slept till 9, when my alarm went off. I could have slept longer. Blech! Still, I'm now able to sit up for more than 20 minutes or so. Thats good.

I kicked ASS at my recital on Monday. I don't think I've ever actually LIKED performing with my flute before. But that was fun! And amazing - you know how everything comes together, sometimes at the last moment, and the performance just is amazing? Yeah, that would be my recital. Lovin it!

I went to the athletic banquet on Wednesday night - I was recognized as a scholar athlete because of my 4.0! Melody came up to me later and said "Wow Lisa, I never realised you were actually so smart!" *bitchy tone and fake smile* mmm, I am SO glad I've decided to leave Wesleyan - I never have to deal with her ever again! Good bye abusive idiotic poor excuse for an equestrian program!

Finals start this week on Friday - bright and early at 9 AM with my German final. Still, Friday is pretty easy, German (which I could do in my sleep) and WISe, which is just a reception to look at everybody's art installations. Bio is on Monday, and Chem is on Tuesday, way too early in the morning (8:30). But then I'm done! Mom's arriving sometime on the 6th, and we're leaving on the 7th! YES! I'm almost done

Whose was it? Can I kill them? Wow, the last couple of weeks of the semester are killer! I've got one powerpoint down, another started. Some research done on my Bio paper but not nearly enough - that will be saved for Wednesday, when, mercifully, all classes are canceled. And then I've got honors banquets to attend, recitals to give, a clinic to organize... Survival isn't looking so good right now. No, of course not, I know I'll make it. Its just, the making it through that feels like its going to kill me. I'm actually looking FORWARD to finals - they'll be easier than the next couple of weeks!

Got my acceptance letter to UWRF today - I am officially transferring! YAY!

I'm super excited for next Thursday - Supernatural AND Lost!!! My life has felt empty without my thursday night ritual. How sad. And I found another SN fangirl here!!!! Super exciting. Now I just need a Lost-obsessed geek and we'd be good to go! You know, until I left. Haha.

I am SO done with this year. Seriously, 3 more weeks. And I have so much to do! Bio paper (which, I finally decided on a topic on LAST NIGHT, since our library sucks and has no journals), WISe paper, 2 chem quizzes and a test (not counting the final) several pieces of german crap (including a presentation), WISe presentation, Tae Kwon Do paper, and Fundamentals of Riding Presentation...

Why did I insist on taking a full schedule for the second semester in a row?

Goodbye 4.0, how I loved you :(

Oh, and how uncool is it that both of my big papers are due the day after new episodes of LOST and Supernatural air?! How am I supposed to procrastinate now!?

I didn't think it would last... Whats on the to do list today?

-Research for Bio research paper (evolutionary mechanisms controlling anthelminthic resistance in equine parasites!)

-Swear at the library for not having any journals I need

-Swear at ILL taking more time than I have

-Decide to use journal abstracts for all sources

-Rationalize that this doesn't NEED to be done today, because I don't have chem class tomorrow

-Procrastinate further by reading fanfiction/playing games/watching TV/sleeping/attempting to write that ben fanfiction I've promised myself I'll write someday/not bio

Welcome to my life at a small private liberal arts college in the middle of Georgia. But I'm transferring, so... One more month! -is excited-